Am I Jealous???
Musical Mood : Zindagi Zindagi
For the first time in my Life, I am Jealous!!! (Or I think that this is being Jealous!!)L”
I had a long rather frustrating day yesterday, which made me fast asleep, and so I was in office early this morning! (I don’t have much stuff to do at home.)
I was having a chat with my manager (a typical English morning chat you know!) wherein the topic of retirement and old age care homes came up. He was telling about his Dad…(I have no idea how old he might me coz my manager himself is 60)….
This was when suddenly I realised I was thinking “Ohh Dear!! He is 60 and he still has his Dad alive!! Man he is lucky! His dad must be in his late 80’s or early 90’s and is still alive to see his son’s growth!! And my Dad could not see me and my brother growing :(!….
Am I jealous?????
I have never had a thought like this before!! I am so SURPRISED by my own thought!! Of course I deleted it quickly from my small brain, but still am so surprised.
All these years, I was thinking the natural age span of a person is his 50’s!! Imagine!! I was so STUPID!! I believed it’s would be a wonder if I live till my 45’s. I was sort of almost sure my lifetime would be maximum 40…No not because I don’t live any further but because I thought that’s the natural age (lifespan declines from gen to gen you know, given the conditions at home!!)!!
And today, I just realised…. It’s not just the case for everyone!!
“Ufff…me…I didn’t realise this fact sooo long!!”
PS: And ya, I shall wipe that J out now…. Doosron ko nazar nahi lagna chahiye…. wiase meri nazar achhi…….. Brings prosperity!(Little angel you know!!)